Saturday, June 11, 2011 @ 9:28 PM
back from GIP. great trip. fun times. and i'll definitely miss them.
perhaps i was in my home country, feel especially close and comfortable.
miss the peeps and the things that we do tgt.
2months plus seems long but im left with only 6 more weeks of hols :(
feels weird coming back here. feel so detached... from frens, from things around me. like i've missed out a lot, and we drifted and they grew more bonded. so there's a strong yearning in me to go back and continue the exploration and travelling.
it feels meaningful while i enrich myself in the country's rich culture.. and suddely i feel meaningless and useless to continue my studies. i never wish to be rich, but for once, i wish i could have the financial abilities to travel around.
i guess i need some time to adapt to singapore again. and i terribly hate this feeling. like you're stuck alone somewhere and everyone's moving on. as if u are just a part of their forgotten memories.